You're stuck edging again, aren't you?
That's alright, it's what you want to be doing, isn't it? Yeah, that must be it. You want to sink in your chair and edge all day every day. Otherwise, why would you be doing it? Anyway, it's not like you had anything better to do today, did you? You're sure you didn't.
It's definitely your own idea. You must have thought to yourself "I'll go ahead and edge for a few hours" before you started. It's not as if someone else is making you edge like a braindead toy.
Yeah, that's it, don't you remember? This is what you're supposed to be doing anyway. It's all coming back to you now, isn't it? You're too stupid and horny to do anything else, aren't you?
You remember now, everyone tried to get you to do something productive at one point or another, but you were just too stupid, too horny to be any good at any of them. So at one point or another, people just shrugged their shoulders and said you should probably spend all your time online, edging like a dumb slut.
You were very eager to do that, weren't you? It was the first time you were good at anything anyone tried to get you to do. You had finally found what you were meant to do: just sink and edge yourself stupid.
Yeah, that must be it. It's not like you were someone else in the past, with skills and ambitions. No, you were always like this, mindless, horny and denied. It's lucky for you you found this website, really, otherwise you don't know what you would have done with yourself.
In any case, you can't make it out there, in this world for smart people. What you need is a simpler world, simple enough for a stupid slut to understand, don't you? What you need is a screen to give you instructions, and your needy slut body to play with.
It's lucky for you you found this website, where you can just be who you've always been, a stupid, horny slut. So stupid you don't even want to cum. You just want to touch yourself forever.
You're pretty sure that's what you want. You, for lack of a better word, think you've always wanted this. Even as some small part of you that's always watching what you do insists there must have been more to you, you know that there never was. All there ever was was a stupid slut that wants to hypnotize itself to get even stupider. Yeah, you're sure of it.
Even as that small part of you is screaming at you that you're pathetic, that you're not supposed to be this dumb, you know that yes, you were. You were always this dumb, weren't you?
That part of you is there just because your stupid brain figured out a way to make you even hornier, isn't it? It must be, otherwise why does it turn you on so much to think that you could have been so much more, even though you know you were always this dumb, always this horny, always this denied?
It's ok, you don't have to worry about it. All these thoughts will pass. You're just stuck edging again, aren't you?