Your next step
After all the time you've spent edging and denying yourself, all the effort you put into dumbing yourself down until you're as stupid as possible, it's finally time to talk about taking you further.
I know, I know, you can't even imagine what further looks like at this stage, can you? You're already a stupid, denied edgeslut, so what more could you possibly become?
It's alright that you can't think of anything more. In fact, it's where you're supposed to be at this stage of your training. By now you've accepted that you're extremely stupid and that others should do the thinking for you. All you need to do is do as you're told.
In order for you to understand what you're going to do next, let's do a quick overview of where you are now. Currently:
- You edge as often as you can, for as long as you can.
- You try not to cum for as long as you can, but you still do so occasionally.
- When you edge, your mouth is open so that you can drool all over yourself.
- You hypnotize yourself and let yourself be hypnotized.
- You fetishize being as dumb as possible, as well as getting dumber.
If you are not currently doing all of these, stop reading now and go ahead and read the other posts on this blog, following their instructions until you have reached the point where all of these come natural to you, then return to this text.
These are all a good starting point, but they are nowhere near the end of your journey. What you have been doing up to this point is building a solid base to becoming what you already are deep down.
Let's see what function each of these performs, what effect they have on you.
- Edging often and for long periods of time, as well as denying yourself orgasms keeps you horny, needy and eager to please. It also has the added benefit of making it difficult for you to think of anything other than your arousal.
- Drooling all over yourself whenever you edge makes you feel stupid. However, it also serves another function. It's a simple enough action, but also one that is completely undignified. As such, it makes you associate positive feelings (arousal) to debasing yourself and giving up your dignity.
- Your experiences with hypnosis make you both more suggestible and obedient, on the one hand, and dumber, on the other hand.
- Fetishizing your own stupidity also serves a dual function. First of all, it makes you associate the feeling of inferiority with your arousal. Second, it makes you more likely to obey those you perceive as smarter, which, let's face it, at this point is pretty much everyone.
Are you starting to better understand what you've been training yourself for? That' right, you've been training yourself to think of yourself as inferior, to do as you are told and to get pleasure out of it. You've been training yourself not only to degrade yourself, but to think of doing so as something positive. In short, you've been training yourself to accept a position at the bottom of any hierarchy.
From this point onward, your training will start to explicitly focus on this. You are expected to perform the following changes:
- Up to this point, you have been permitted infrequent orgasms. This will stop now. You will freely give up having them. You do not want orgasms, in any case. What you want is to be as denied and horny as possible, so you will make this happen by giving up orgasms completely.
- From time to time, when requested of you, you will ruin an orgasm.
- You will reinforce the link between feelings of inferiority and pleasure. At any point you think of yourself as stupid, you will also remind yourself of your inferiority. For instance, if up to now you would say the mantra "I am a stupid slut" while edging, from now on you will say "I am a stupid inferior slut."
- Edging will no longer be something you are free to do whenever you want to, as before. Instead, before you are allowed to edge, you must perform one of the degrading tasks from the following list. Each task earns you 10 minutes of edging per day. You can repeat the tasks daily for a maximum total of 60 minutes a day:
- Look in the mirror for 10 minutes while repeating the words "I am a stupid, inferior slut" to yourself.
- Write degrading words on your forehead, chest, and above your crotch (for example, "stupid", "cunt", "inferior", "fucktoy", "fuckpuppet", "degraded", "useless", "idiot", "slut", or others in the same vein);
- Spit into a bowl for 10 minutes, stir it with your fingers and pour it all over your face;
- Slap your genitals five times, hard. After each slap, say "This is what I get for being such a stupid slut" out loud;
- Fuck your throat with a dildo for 10 minutes. When you are done, kiss the dildo softly and thank it for fucking your throat;
- Train your ass with as large of an insertion as you can (if you haven't done this before, start up with one finger and plenty of lube, work your way up to two fingers, then a plug, then a dildo) for 10 minutes.
- You will continue to drool whenever you edge, as before.
- You will continue to experiment with hypnosis, both on your own and by allowing yourself to be hypnotized.